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寫給天父的email

 

習慣send email給朋友

近年,遇有重大困難,習慣send email給朋友求救,幫手祈禱。天父很好,賜給我很多忠心的天使,處處幫忙,愛護有加。可是,體諒各人有自己的忙碌,不會expect老友記們24小時on call,隨傳隨到,或聽我訴苦。而且,隨著家裡的困難日漸增多,愈來愈覺得 : 沒有類似經歷的人,根本不可能設身處地明白箇中的滋味。

 

第一次send email給神

一天想起 : 既然經常send email給朋友求助,何不只send 給神,向衪求救呢,因為至終都是唯有衪最了解、最幫到我,衪的安慰永遠是最appropriate,肯定不會是無寧兩可、不著邊際的敷衍話。

 於是有一天,instead of send email給朋友,把心中所有無法解決的事,全都告訴天父,send了個email給祂  :

 

Dear Heavenly Father,

 Help me not to cry because of Tabitha's annoying crying, she cries around the clock, it just drives me crazy;  

help me how to soothe husband's sorrow but not adding on it, he’s already had enough, if I get fed up with Tabitha, it inevitably upsets him; 

 please make me in my best condition when husband arrives home after wok as my energy is draining away & look terrible after a day long’s battle, it horrifies him; 

 please carry me on your back every time I feel angry and can bear no more with so much adversities; 

 help me how to do away the weeks without maid when the new one has not yet arrived; 

 help me how to cook better because Tabitha is so thin and husband needs better recovery because I am a bad cook; 

 help the new helper work obediently as the former one was not the case; 

 please help to improve husband and Tabitha's health conditions with your Mighty Hand as they’re not fully recovered yet; 

 help me how to love husband and Tabitha more with your Love but not mine as I’m always running out of patience; 

 enlarge extensively my perseverance when Tabitha is crying; 

 help me not to hate her as I feel seriously sick of her everyday;

 extend my interests when husband is enjoying the noisy Hi Fi, knowing that is his instant way of releasing pressure; 

 help me how to appreciate Tabitha and husband more as they may not always make me feel comfortable; 

 help husband's supervisor understand and love him with your Love; 

 help Dorcas' hand recover today as I inadvertently twisted her arm a week ago; 

 please help my brother to believe You as soon as possible; it seems to me that his health is a ready boom to burst because of his long time pressure and overwork for so many years; 

 please help brother’s family love him all the more because they don’t fully understand and love each other;

 help the 3 nieces love Jesus; help them love you instead of their Japanese god, hope they’ll all know one day that those are not true god;

 please give Loyal the wisdom to finish the website as I dare not push him;

 please give the cancer friends more angels to love them as I don’t have enough energy to do so although I very much want to;

 please tell us how to spend the Easter meaningfully with Tabitha alone when Dorcas is away because we don’t have much individual time with Tabitha;

 help Dorcas to live out your characters when she is in Australia for a 2-week study tour as she has to live on her own;

 help Dorcas to improve her class works progressively as we don’t have spare energy to revise lessons with her.

 

Lord, please get rid of my ego and grant me a brandnew tender heart exactly like you.

 

(寫於2006年3月,若您也能從字裡行間窺見我的無助,請用您的祈禱來幫助我。)

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